Monday, April 11, 2005
Wow, i haven't blogged here in quite a while. I've actually been writing in my other one coz a lot of my friends started new blogs at xanga, eh so they know that i'm still using it and to make it easier for them i blogged there nalang for a while. there's a link down there in the last entry if you wanna read. Anyways, well,good news!
we're going to japan after all! it recently just got cancelled then the next day we were told it was going to push through again. Ano ba yan. anyways,
We're leaving na tomorrow!!!=) we'll be back saturday. I'm reaaaaaaaally excited na, my dreams of going out of the country this year are actually gonna come true.=) My lolo talked to all of us yesterday about it,and although the main purpose is for the educational advantage of the expo, it's still gonna be fun! Gosh,cant believe its tomorrow na. I'll be missing a few days of rep while they're having pupptry and jazz class....:-( and i'm gonna have to sing a lot of songs as punishment,gaaargh. hehe,oh well.
Okay. Oozing is dead. Well......dying.
I'm killing him. *evil laugh* So much brain cells gone to waste! tsk,tsk,tsk. but thanks to my...self, (hehehe) it is c'est fini for real. Je deteste les garcons!
Goodbye to you...goodbye to everything i thought i knew.
Artist: Avenue Q
Song:
There's a fine, fine line Album: Avenue Q - Orignial Broadway Cast
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B u y " Avenue Q - Orignial Broadway Cast " CD]
There's a fine, fine line
between a lover, and a friend.
There's a fine, fine line
between reality, and pretend;
And you never know 'til you reach the top if it was worth the uphill climb.
There's a fine, fine line
between love,and a waste of time
There's a fine, fine line
between a fairy tale, and a lie.
And there's a fine, fine line
between "you're wonderful" and "goodbye".
I guess if someone doesn't love you back it isn't such a crime
But there's a fine, fine line between love,and a waste of your time
And I don't have the time to waste on you anymore.
I don't think that you even know what you're looking for.
For my own sanity I've got to close the doorAnd walk away...
Oh...There's a fine, fine line
between together,and not.
And there's a fine, fine line
between what you wanted,and what you got.
You gotta go after the things you wantwhile you're still in your prime.
There's a fine, fine line
between love,and a
waste of time.
-----> PRECISELY!
Couldn't have said it better, Kate Monster.
tricia grew up
at 12:33 PM
Wednesday, April 06, 2005
Ouuuuuch!! My body really really hurts from all those darned crunches and stuff that we have to do sa rep.... So ok,obviously rep started na! just last Monday. (See other blog nalang for the kwentos coz i'm too tamad to re-type them here:
www.xanga.com/hobbitydoo) It's only the 3rd day and ALREADY i'm aching all over! Hmm... well, today was fun coz some of the old members sat-in today!!! Galing pa ng timing, coz we were looking through the Rep forbidden broadway scrapbook that eina made, so upon seeing all the faces of the old members i kept going, "awww, i miss jana and gabbi! i miss dre and jorel!kirsten!jc!mic!".... and so on. Then, right at that very moment, in walks jana,dre,jorel,jay-ar,rich,aldo and robin! hehehe,fuuuun. It was like last summer all over again. Although most of us now are old members, it just feels so different. the class is definitely more quiet, but it feels as if its terribly incomplete!!! people,join na kasi! :-(
although i'm really excited for this year's play, i dunno if anything will ever be able to compare to last year. Sobrang the best talaga. But anyways, still gonna make the most out of this since it's probably gonna be my last time in rep. :-(
Goodbye japanAfter months of wanting and dreaming about going to another country this summer, i just finally gave it up for now,knowing that there was no chance that i'd go anywhere abroad this year. that's what pushed me to join rep,knowing that i'd only end up bumming around the house. Then, on graduation day my dad tells me we're going to japan! Ok,so sudden change of mind set... Rep AND japan! ok,it'll be kinda bad to miss a whole week at rep,especially if its audition day or something,but hey! its japan! and my dream finally came true. And then my sis tells me that we might leave earlier and stay there for 2 weeks. Wow,missing one week of rep was hard enough, paano pa kaya pag dalawa?So i started setting my mind for all the stuff i'd have to do.But on the brighter side, we'll have a whole week before the business expo begins,so that means we get to go shopping!! But Then she tells me again na hindi na, 1 week nalang daw. Ok.... twell, better i guess. Then she says it might not push through na kasi...well, something about the visas. So i prepared myself by slowly pushing the japan daydreams away so i wouldnt be disappointed. And then she tells me just a few days ago na Finally, matutuloy! so here i go, telling everyone na that i'm leaving for japan next monday, malapit na, and i'm gonna be gone for 6 days. And NOW, when i get home, both my brother and my sister tell me that we aren't going anymore because there aren't any accomodations..........
GREAT!!! >:(nice. Veeeeeery nice.
this sucks. But i guess atleast i dont have to miss a week of rep.
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but STIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIILLLLLL!!!!!!!!
Gaaaaah, how annoying. I'm just gonna stop all this mind-setting stuff coz it gets me all confused. Well, so much for that. Back to the wishing-i-could-go-abroad-phase that....
Ok, update! this just reached my ears right now. As in a few seconds ago. Me and my sister are going with my dad and tito to japan somewhere in September. What the...?!?!?!?!!? MAKE UP YER FRIGGIN MINDS AND STOP CONFUSING ME!!!!!!!! *inhale....exhale.....inhale....exhale*
Hay, ayoko na. Basta yun. So i'm not going na this summer,fine. But i'm not gonna expect to go this september either, baka ma-cancel lang ulit. Gaaaah. Hassle.
tricia grew up
at 7:52 PM
Saturday, April 02, 2005
Such a HOOOOOOT summer day it is....
Went to Ateneo today to have my slot confirmed! Did it all by myself and that's a big accomplishment, considering the fact that i didn't make a fool of myself while doing it. All the other people who went there to confirm brought someone with them, and i was all by myself. Luckily i saw someone i knew there and she helped point out the directions for me. They gave me a map and stuf but i'm really bad with directions. I went in circles during one part,haha! but i DID get it done,so there. heeheehee.
haaay! this past week has gone by rather slowly, even though i was out most of the time. here's what happened the past week:
Monday. me and ate went to megamall to get some architectural design magazines for my dad's new house. Actually,that was just an excuse to get out of teh house,coz we could've gotten that from the internet,hehe. We went to powerbooks, and i was tempted to get something for someone,as i was kinda planning it for a long time na. But ate said i should'nt, as i dont owe that person anything. Maybe i dont, but i just thought it'd be nice since that person has been really nice to me. well.....WAS. But if i do give it, wala rin namang mangyayari. Oh well, shall think about it some more. On Tuesday...hmm,what happened again?oh yeah! WEnt to pick up peachy in galle then we enrolled at rep! haha, my soulgirl sistah whom i haven't hung out with since the jcs days of 2002 pa. On the way there, we just kept talking and talking to no end... it's funny coz both of us love telling the long version of the story,which often leads to so many other stories in between and then we both forget our points. hihihi... at rep, Ayam(forgive me if thats the wrong spelling) saw us and gave us forms to join the ADULTS class since we were already 17. what the...?!?! nooo way! so we ended up just staring at the forms till someone else came out and we asked....no, we BEGGED to join meynard's class. So while we sat down and filled it up, there was a rehearsal going on for who's wife is it anyway? And joel trinidad, whom i watched in little shop of horrors and whom i really liked came out and talked to me!! Waaaah! Well, technically he just asked me if i was joining the workshops,hehe. but STILL!!! Haha, you know me, as long as there are thespians around i go nuts. Anyways, moving on! We went to rockwell afterwards and we just stayed in page one,reading kiddie books aloud. hehe! Next day, Wednesday: Met up with jas, and we went to ob and got some things done. After whcih we went to rockwell again with ate and mars and watched Miss Congeniality 2 (it was ok,although i liked the first one better still,i think). Later that night we had another cousininity, since our cousin abbey was home from the states. WE went to Phi BAr in metrowalk, and since john had a lot of connections, he found a way to get us a place upstairs in the air conditioned part. Yun pala, it was a sort of Grad party for the batch 2005 graduates of ateneo college! (crashers,haha) So i got my first glimpse of what it's like to be an ateneo college student. Goodness. ang conyo nila,hehehe. Pero not in such a bad way naman. There were a lot of cute guys though,hehehehe. And it was fun to pretend that a)i was an atenista, and b) that i was somewhere around their age. but i doubt that they believed. i was the youngest person there,without a doubt!!! It sucks though coz in 3 months, i'll actually be legal to go into those places and it wont be as fun anymore... you know, i wont have to dress up,gather my rep skills and fool the people at the door that i'm at least 18 years old. And i've been doing that ever since i was 13! But i only do it when i'm with my family,hehe. hay, anyway. The next morning, Thursday, i still felt a little woozy,but me and ate had to wake up early so i could get my card. then in the afternoon, we had a rep gimmick!! and last minute, i was able to go! (miracles DO happen) at first i had a way of going there but no means of getting home. Then i had no means either way. Then suddenly kuya said he could pick me up,but i had no way of going there, till finally i found ways for both. And the whole time i was texting regina about this,hihihi. So we met up at starbucks in greenbelt 3. Then we ate at krocodile then watched Spanglish. there were only bowt 10 of us by the way, me,beryl,reg,aldo,jam,rich,gian,robin,jay ar and eina. After that, some of us started going na, so me,beryl,eina,rich and reg were left and we moved over to g4. It was fun, We pigged out on eina's star cake adn shared an ice monster and beryl's bread talk thingy. Gosh, missed them so much! although we didnt do much, it was fun just being with them. Hmmmm.... remember those 2 people i've ever REAAAALLLy liked thing that i mentioned before? Well, i saw them! the first one i saw while walking with beryl to bread talk. We talked for a bit,then we had to go. Haha, haven't talked to him for a year or so. wala lang!WEll, Friday must've been the most boring day. lazed about for the entire time, and it was sooooo frickin' hot. which brings us to today, saturday, wherein i did the first thing mentioned above. Anyways, chiara's sleeping over (hooray!) so i gotta go now. ciao. =)
tricia grew up
at 11:56 AM
