Wednesday, September 21, 2005
3 Days more till the show.... God, i wish it all goes well, otherwise these 2 months of rehearsals would all just go down the drain. I'm excited, but also extremely out-of-my-wits-nervous for it. I finally got one of my dream roles, and i'm praying that i dont screw it up :( Oh yeah, Riva, the girl who's gonna play Kim McCaffe in Bye Bye Birdie can't be there for the sunday aftrenoon show, so I'm gonna be her back-up. I had Nooooo idea playing Kim would be so complicated. I'ts not as easy as it looks!! We have several shows for celadon and other events too before the tech run on friday, and masasabayan pa siya ng physics long test and report on the same day. UGH.YOU ALL KNOW HOW MUCH I ABHORE PHYSICS RIGHT NOW. >:(Can't wait till it's all over...then again, like i said, i'm really gonna miss it. Sure i'll have more time to finally do other stuff, but i wont find as much things to preoccupy me anymore. And I really, REALLY do not wanna be left alone with myself right now. I dowanna face me just yet. Haaaay, wish me luck you guys.....Oh, and I hope you can watch,hehehehe. :)"All I want is the wind in my hairTo face the fear but not feel scaredWild horses I wanna be like youThrowing caution to the wind,I'll run free too Wish I could recklessly love like I'm longing toOoh,I wanna run with the wild horses ....."
tricia grew up
at 12:25 AM
Thursday, September 15, 2005
FUDGE. This Absolutely SUCKS. Aaaagggghhh, I am mutilating, what is happening?!? (o.0)missing..hating it...mutilating.I wanna be reborn from the ashes.
tricia grew up
at 10:17 AM
Friday, September 09, 2005
Got here sooner than expected
seems like i've been looking too much at the sun
not seeing the clouds that were trying to cover it up
to try and stop me from getting burned
I didn't listen
I wouldn't listen
I didn't want to think any thoughts but my own
had to make my own decisions
had to pave my own path
got up from behind their shadows
to face it on my own
still i refuse to believe
what is obviously being shown
no, i refuse to believe
that this is all i'll ever know
coz i'm looking deeper,
seeing what others cant really see
to take in everything
that life has decided to show me
I refuse to turn my back
I know i'll still be holding on
till I can find the answers
to the prayers i'll never let go of
till i can understand
till i can reach the sky
till the hands of time are met
I refuse to believe
that things wont ever change
I'll make them see
make you see
make me see
there's more to life than the visible
and its more than the impossible
because you've proven to me
that the impossible is merely nothing.
tricia grew up
at 9:49 PM
