Friday, January 21, 2005
Exams are over!!!
Finally, i can breathe. Actually, not really,hehe... i caught the Flu last sunday and it's still here. Stupid Flu vaccines dont work! Imagine trying to comprehend such flabbergasting questions, fighting back sleepiness, covering yourself from the draft of the aircon thats pointing right at you,and stopping the snot from dripping out of your nose(with just a few pulls of tissue, mind you) all at the same time. Couldn't study nga that much coz my head would hurt like crazy everytime i tried. Weird nga eh, this must be the first time that i didnt really care much about the exams anymore. Sure, i studied but i didn't kill myself doing it like i usually do.Plus there was no guilt.... it kinda feels nice! hahaha... and it didnt go so bad coz i got to answer all the problems in the stat exam, and math wasnt as hard as i expected. I was expecting to die. but im alive! Physics though,gaaahh... the things i studied didn't really come out, and the ones i disregarded did. hate it when that happens. Anyway, i wont bore you anymore bowt the stupid exams.
Requirements Galore
Aaaah. exams are over, but then there are still the endless requirements left and right. There's that stinkin' newspaper project for journ that we have to do, the scrapbook for foodtech whose layout has been revised by the teachers about 3 times now, and those stupid economics notes that i will forever be too tamad to do. but although the newspaper thing is such a hassle, it can be fun,hehe. After the exams, we'd go to arvin's place to work on it, and for the first time (you know me, barely get to watch tv) i saw Jesse McCartney's video, "beautiful soul".Aaaaaahhhh, he's so cute!!!I used to hate that song, thinking it was Aaron Carter who sang it and that the lyrics said "i want you when you're beautiful", but then when i finally saw it on myx....Aaaaaahhhhhhh!!!!! haha, it's been stuck in my head non-stop now, and i've pissed my sister off with it.hihihihi. My new crush. Hey, cut me some slack, i still am entitled to teeny-bopper crushes as i AM still a teen though i only have the last 2 years left. ;p Plus dont worry, i wont go posting him on my wall or anything!hehe...I cant even remember my last one, i think it was either Hayden Christensen or Heath Ledger,haha...but they're not exactly teens. Anyways,i've only seen it once and i cant even remember exactly what he looks like, but i still think he's hot!haha.
The Hobbit and the Ogre
Today was the last day of exams, we only had accounting but then the rest of the day we'd have to have regular classes. i know, it sucks bigtime. But then i was only half-day coz i had to accompany my sis to Paco Park and Luneta park to get pics for her project. Noone else could go with her, and since i wouldn't really miss much, my mom let me go. (had to go through a lot of hassling stuff at school just to leave though) So we went to Paco Park first, where Rizal and Gomburza were buried pala. Was cool, i love going to places like that! Old ruins or historical places and things. At Luneta, we went to the part where there's a light and sound show of the last few moments of Rizal's life,(no light and sound show then,though) and all the statues portraying him and other people. Man, i was Literally only HALF of those statues!haha, but then me and my sis were posing with the shorter ones, looking and being all retarded next to their serious faces.hehe, it was fuuun! A fun date with my sis na parang field trip,hehe.
Batch Party
We're having a batch party tomorrow here lang in Greenhills, but then one of the repper's of T1 is celebrating her debut that night as well! And im already committed to that, so i dunno if i can go pa to the batch party despite it being so nearby.Arrgh. Heeeyyyy... Ateneo Fair next saturday, chiara's just invited me to go with her and stuff, wonder if i'll be able to go this time or if my curse of last-minute-things-keep-happening-to-me-that-prevent-me-from-going-to-any-fairs will still live on. I feel bad nga eh, i've NEVER been to the assumption fair! i keep telling chiara pa naman that i will,but the mentioned curse keeps happening. My whole high school life,i've only been to the st.paul fair but only coz jas was gonna play.Geez, i've only got 2 months left, i need to lift this curse before i graduate!
Graduation blues... but not that kind.
I feel odd. Normally, being the emotional mess that i usually am, i'd be all remorseful about almost graduating and leaving high school. but i'm not! in fact, most of us are just excited to leave. Probably because our 4th year's been so bad. I mean, i loved 2004.. when i look back on it, it was a very eventful year for me and all, but 4th year wasn't so great. Nothing will ever be able to beat 3rd year. Although if Miguel were still our classmate... yeah, i'm sure you've heard this a thousand times. I just cant stop wondering or wishing that he was still our classmate. the 3H that used to be is now 4C,his class. Haay. I know im gonna miss my friends a WHOLE LOT. but right now,i'm just not feeling emotional about it at all. In fact, they were already getting our measurements today for the toga, and i've watched our AVP na and the pics of us in 4th year flashed by, but still nothing.I felt sad, but not sad enough to cry. I need to cry. Maybe its one of those times when it'll just hit you when it actually happens. Or maybe it still hasn't sunken in that i am in fact 17,in 4th year, and am about to leave high school for good. What's wrong with me?! I've been feeling weird lately.Well, weirder than usual. I sometimes surprise myself with my thoughts, coz i wouldn't normally feel or think that way. Oh my.... could it be? I think i may be getting that first step off the neverland...... wendy's finally growing up.
I dont know whether that makes me happy or sad.
tricia grew up
at 7:58 PM
