Wednesday, March 02, 2005
"I'm sooooo frickin' pissed!"My favorite line from white chicks, as it applies to my everyday life. I can use this line at least 5 times a day, and today was no different. Grabe, i was already getting teary-eyed at the hassling stuff stuff. Kahit sa seat ko ang gulo-gulo! ayoko na dun, all the guys always crowd around it and guffaw over the stupidest things to no end! I mean, sure, i can be pretty mababaw and sometimes even laugh with them at the stupidest things as well, but this isn't even the amusing kind of stupid anymore, its just downright annoying!!! Tapos they'll mess up my things till little by little, my stuff start to get lost. greaaat.i'm so pissed! (sheesh, that's nothing new lately.) not only coz of the many little annoying things that grow to be big things that happen everyday, but also because i'm such an insufferable idiot! je suis espece d'idiot! Oh, the blindness of me. sheeesh. i keep thinking that maybe it'll be different this time, hindi naman ganyan,blablabla... um, earth to tricia, when did THAT ever happen? you are suuuuch a fool..fool...fool....."foolish heart,hear me calling....cant believe that i'm a fool again....wise men say,only fools rush in...catch me i'm fooling,fooling fast again...." bwahahahaha.....!But I did, I can, I was, I am only human, living, dying,just like any fool who ever breathed. If love is blind, if love's a drug, it always is, it always was And love was surely made for fools like me
Ayun. there's a ncie one with "fool" in it,hehehe. Goodness, what's it take?! Even though i know it's probably not the whole truth and i wont get anything out of it, some part of me is still trying to squeeze out every last bit of hope and i end up believing everything. Yeah, i know. STUPID. ~fini
Let your mind start a journey through a strange, new world
Leave all thoughts of the world you knew before
Let your soul take you where you want to be
Only then can you belong to me
Floating, falling, sweet intoxication
Touch me, trust me, savor each sensation
Let the dream begin, let your darker side give in
To the power of the music that I write
The power of the music of the night
You alone can make my song take flight
Help me make the music of the night
On the brighter side, i watched phantom na, and so far thats the only thing that can make me feel lighter. I've never seen the play before, nor did i really know the story, i only knew a few songs and thats it. So thats probably why i appreciated the movie a whoooole lot. Loved it, it was beauuuutiful.
Hmph. Bahala nanga yun. whateva....Try not to get worried, try not to turn on to problems that upset you oh, don't you know Everything's alright yes everything's fine...lalalala....
tricia grew up
at 6:52 PM
