Saturday, August 13, 2005

Here we go again.

I'm all alone at home on a saturday night. I was supposed to go to Gian's despedida party, but i really needed to stay at home and study for my math midterns on Monday. Hooray(x_x). Where are the rest of the people? Well, my mom's in Baguio, my brother's out with his girlfriend and friends getting drunk, my lola's out playing mah-jongg and my sister's in Laguna at my dad's house probably having tons of fun. I originally planned to reward myself to a dvd marathon alone after studying, but now i don't feel up to it too much.


We can never have the best of both worlds. When it seems like everything's going pretty well, I have learned to enjoy it all but also get ready to duck and run for cover, for something sucky is sure to follow. It may sound pessimistic, but it's true! The good thing about it though is that you also know(or at least hope) that something good will follow that too. Well, i'm having another one of those times. It's both a good and bad thing i guess, coz at least I know it isn't something fabricated or something the 6th grader patricia would think.(why is it that i always compare the me now to the me in the 6th grade??Hmm...haha,memories. EEEEK. Jas, stop me.)
I already know the answer to something i've been asked a lot of times. And in every one of those times, i wouldn't give a straight and confident answer. Heck, I wouldn't even give an answer period. Well this time i asked myself, and lo and behold.... i got an answer! Freshly baked and ready to serve. (Uhhh..pretzels? *immitates the annoying voice of the girl selling auntie anne's at school* "ma'am, sir, get your freshly baked pretzels!") I dug it out of me na talaga, and i knew it all along pala. Just like in school, i understand the lessons soooooo much better AFTER a test or something.How nice. (Go speed racer,go...) It's freaky though, but the alien's been in the closet the whole time pala, natakot lang lumabas. Whoopsies, that was my fault,hehe. Ilang months na ata siya dun. Hmmm. Revelations.I seem to come across one everyday. My world is now so small that it can only fit 3 of my toes. It's been shrinking since March. I think the other 2 toes from a whole foot was knocked off by my blockmate, Ricky. Such a jelly daddy,hahaha....

Okay, but now that i know, the sucky-thing-that-is-soon-to-follow seems to be coming back. It's a risky business, knowing and admitting that i know. Kung hindi pala ganun, well it'll be my fault too. I decided this on my own, minus all little voices. Woweee. Snaps for me. (x_x)




Math midterms on Monday. I'll give you one chance to guess who's stalling!



tricia grew up at 10:45 PM

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name: Patricia Isabel Torres
age: 17
occupation: hobbit/student
interests: music, movies, books, reading, writing, singing, musical theatre, art, the sky, the moon and the stars....love animals, love my family and friends, dislike fakers, admire those who dare to be different.






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