Sunday, August 07, 2005
Things are happening at the speed of light. Due to the loooooong waiting hours i have every week though, it seems like time couldn't move any slower. Yet in truth, time's as it always is... mischevious and often taken for granted. By ME nonetheless.
Since the start of this school year, i've been procrastinating more than ever. Even in high school, i don't think i was THIS bad. I feel awful about it! the only thing that can make me feel like doing it is, well....if i feel like doing it. If i know that i haven't made much progress in it yet,
sobrang tatamarin ako. And that sucks coz i wasn't THAT lazy before. I'm scared coz midterms are coming up and blueREP rehearsals are gonna start getting longer and heavier, which means i'm gonna be coming home even later than i already do. And AQH rehearsals haven't even started yet! And i'm too much of a sloth now to do something about it. Oh yeah, i forgot to mention, last tuesday we got the results of the auditions, and i'm Ti Moune!!!:D I'm so happy, i looooooove Once on this Island.... but sadly, i don't think i'm gonna be able to watch AAI's production of it AGAIN because of rehearsals AGAIN.
Was supposed to watch it na yesterday, but we went out with my dad to alabang and stuff. Oh well...
As i said, things are happening at the speed of light. I have so much going on in my head that i tend to overlook a lot of stuff. I'm so caught up on the present that i'm starting to neglect the past and the future. Well, that's relatively new since i'm most of the time too caught up on the past or the future and very rarely the present. Well in this case it's not very good. Obviously, it's turned me into such a self-absorbed sloth who tends to take things for granted. I keep making these same mistakes, when will i ever learn?? I should've taken that stupid staircase step as a sign and reminder. It's like this.... coz every M-W-F, we have our english and literature classes at Berchman's Hall. Eh right before the first step of the staircase, that part of the floor is painted the same color as the steps, so i kept mistaking it as the first step for like, 5 consecutive times. Geeez! It was only on the 6th time that i finally learned. Will it take me that long to finally learn other things as well?? Sure hope not. No, i wont let it. But it seems i've done it again. I'm so sorry.... for being so forgetful and for being too caught up in my own world. Truly very sorry.
tricia grew up
at 5:20 PM
